WW and other stuff

I went to the WW meeting last night and weighed in at 204.5.  Since July 7, I've really tried to make better food choices and exercising more.  Apparently it's worked, but if I didn't go to WW or some other support group, I'd surely stop.  I'd have one of those days where I forget I'm fat, then it would be all downhill from there until something would make me snap back to reality.  Anywho, I really liked the meeting and the leader.  I knew her from the gym I work out at as she's a fitness instructor and we've had a couple of conversations.  I've never taken any of her classes, but she's just a friendly type of person and encouraging. 

Hopefully by this time next week I'll know for sure about having the church and can start making real plans as opposed to these plans  in my head.  They don't get checked off.  We've decided on December 11, and while it may be a bit cool outside, my sister and I think a big (make that BIG) tent off the side of the church coming out of the fellowship hall will do just fine with a couple of heat lamps.  That way we can use the fellowship hall and the outdoors will give us more room.  All stuff that can be worked out, but the  I'm having claustrophobic thoughts of 100 people ( really hope it's not more than 60 ) crammed into the fellowship hall. 

I'm so thankful to have a wonderful mother, sister and brother.  My father is a piece of work, but whatever.  I guess if I didn't know the difference, I wouldn't be so thankful for the people who love me.  It has taken me a long, long time to figure that out.